Thursday 27 August 2009

There's Always Gonna Be Something In Your Way, But What Can You Say? You're Gonna Have A Good Day!

Outstanding! Outstanding! OUTSTANDING!

An outstanding day all round, to be honest. Mom had her OFSTED inspection today (she's a childminder) and she just went and got a big fat OUTSTANDING mark! The afternoon was awash with flowers and chocolate and toffee cake.
And then the day was outstanding for me also because my boyfriend (who is currently on holiday in Italy) got his GCSE results and he got three A's, five B's and three C's. MY BABY'S GOING TO COLLEGE!!
I am tremendously proud of him and told him so when he emailed me.
As he is in Italy, I told him I expect him to cook me an Italian meal when we next see one another. And he said 'I'll have to learn then, won't I?". I love him so incredibly much I probably oversay it sometimes.
So yeah... Outstanding day all round. I am addicted to Farmville on Facebook and I'm Outstanding on that too....

XD

Speak soon x

Tuesday 25 August 2009

Don't Count On Me To Storm The Barracades and Make A Stand.

Heyya ... hows everyone today?

I'm bored so I decided to write on here xD Not that anyone reads my blog. I've posted some pictures of me and Charli in Lincoln this summer. There are pictures of me and Yona - but I;m not posting them for obvious reasons.
Just thought I'd drop in and say Hi xD

Check out my song lyrics either on my sister blog 'I've lost more songs to floods' or my DeviantART gallery ... link coming up here - http://anarchyangel94.deviantart.com/gallery/
That should work :)

And here's a link to my friend Aaron's deviantART. He's a poet and a DAMN good one at that xD http://elixir-boii.deviantart.com/gallery/ He is kinda emo though .... and he swears. But he's still awesome xD

Anyway, Millii over and out xoxoxoxox

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Me and Charli during the Summer hols' ... love you babes! xoxoxoxoxox

Call Those Friends You Never See


Charli Packwood, Iona McIntyre (No longer my friend :), Emily Bamber, Thommie Chicken, Lauren Madely, Tess McDonald

Song - If Today Was Your Last Day - Nickelback
I own nothing.

Monday 24 August 2009

I'm In Too Deep And I'm Trying To Keep Up Above With My Head, Instead Of Going Under!

Iona McIntyre is no longer my friend. On account of the fact she cares nothing for me and my feelings - too wrapped up in her own life and problems... all of which she creates herself. She was staying here for the entire past week and all the time she talked none stop about her friends in america - all of which are probably fakes. It's the harsh reality of facebook. So, as she wouldn't listen to me when I told her how I was feeling about the fact she was BLATANTLY ignoring me when I needed her for personal matters.... I wrote a letter for her to read when she got home. Which she did. The letter was perfectly harmless, but she flipped it on its head and spread evil lies about me throughout facebook. Even getting someone wo doesn't know me to email me and have a go at me! My other best friend believed them at first and had the guts to tell me Niall should end it with me cuz he wouldn't want to go out with a bitch. But then Charli apologised and we're good now :)
So as currently Iona and I are no longer friends. The 'american crew' are welcome to her. Spotlight seeking bitch.

Millii is leg deep in clothes... eep! Byeee xoxox

Saturday 22 August 2009

Cuz Summer's In The Air Now

Videos From Lincoln :)


Twas Fun (Black Haired One Me, Red Haired One Charli )

Randomness!!



Blog Title from Wet Hot American Summer by Cobra Starship

Sunday 16 August 2009

Friday 14 August 2009

Monday 10 August 2009

I'm The Chord That Won't Resolve ....

So today has been trying... VERY trying. I woke up and had to babysit my brother.... never a good way to start the day. I had a real low point this morning because I wanted to write a song but I couldn't think of anything to write ABOUT... and here I think the phrase 'Be careful what you wish for' applies, because from then on in my day got worse and gave me PLENTY of things to write about.

So, the building work is STILL going on and it's driving us all potty. My friend is supposed to be coming up to stay next week ... but Mum's going RAR RAR RAR about it, because she'll have no where to sleep. I suggested a tent in the garden but Mum's being very NO about it... she thinks it's not safe. Mum! We live in the middle of f***ing NOWHERE! The only thing that's going to get us out here is perhaps a grasssnake... nothing more menacing! Jesus! So, my friend may not be coming... yay. Not. More tears for Millii.

And now I'm all upset about Niall because I haven't spoken to him in AGES and it's really getting to me. I miss him so much :(. I had a right break-down the other night, and I was trying to do it silently because I'm sharing a room with my parents while the builders are in. I ended up making pathetic little noises and hugging my Pooh Bear teddy like a little kid. (Pooh bear is mine and Niall's 'mascot'... the little version is currently on holiday with Niall)... ... I was listening to Niall and my songs too :( ... sob sob sob.

So yeah.. not a good day at the Millii front... but on the plus side Elliot Minor's new single was released today ... THUMBS UP FOR SOLARIS!! Come on YORKIES!!

Peace Out xx

Wednesday 5 August 2009

It's The End Of The Summer, But We'll See It Again. So Hold On To This Moment Until Then

Had SO much fun in Nocton, but it passed sooooooo quickly its hard to believe I was actually there at all.
So, I met Niall's parents... they're cool. And - here's the juicy goss' people... I spent most of the day after I got there in Niall's bedroom ... snogging :G ... it was so awesome. That's definitely a dear diary moment... and this is kinda my diary now so yeah... ... I love Niall so much.
After that I went to Yona's house and we made a 'Cribs' of her house, that I will post soon when I upload and convert them xD. Then I went to Charli's house - oh yeah... there was a change of plan. I didn't stay at Yona's... i dunno if i've said that already. I stayed at Charli's for the full two weeks. :) . On the Wednesday... we went into town and I FIT INTO SIZE 14 SKINNIES :O!!! I went down a size! WOW!!! xD. So I bought a pair of blue ones :G. Thursday we went into town again and met up with Niall :) Then on Friday Yona came to Charli's..... then Saturday we went into town AGAIN and met up with Niall and Ric (Niall's best friend). Ric's short and adorwable lol. Then Saturday night was Charli's dad's goodbye party (he's going to Dubai for two years). I got drunk ! :G. We were stood on Charli's mini garden wall singing and dancing to 'Uptown Girl' (John Barrowman's version, not Westlife). Then Yona and Charli smuggled more alchopops to our tent and got WASTED (okay, overstatement :G) while I sat back listening to music and reading John Barrowman's autobiography (highly recommended!). Sunday was a chill-out day... where we took LOADS of pictures down at the park. Yona and Charli found a kitten and Yona promptly named it Unicorn. She has decided she's going to have two kids, two cats and two dogs all called Unicorn. I think its here that I decided I'm calling my kids Tambre and Vegas... and my two cats Chicago and Tokyo... and maybe Torchwood. On Sunday morning we had a ride to Tesco in Charli's cousin's Campervan (VOLKSWAGEN). I've decided I'm getting one! It's so cool. We were playing a kiddy game of Scooby Doo. I was Daphne, Charli was Velma, Yona was Fred (though she wasn't driving...), Charli's cousin Clare was Shaggy and her fiance Daz was Scooby Doo ! (He wasn't aware of this... or if he was he was a good sport :G).
Monday was a pretty much unexpressive day... Yona went home Sunday (after we dyed her hair blue!) Me and Charli wrote a song which will be posted on my sister blog 'I've Lost More Songs To Floods' called 'The Hair Song'... simply because we were bored! It's awesome. I'll see if I can upload the crappy recording I have of it to a blog sometime. We dyed my hair purple and Charli's red too... it was fun. Really girly. We ate ice cream too.. a whole tub between us. Yum. Well, Charli's brother Peter came in and helped once his girlfriend went home. He was funny... pretending to be a girl and watching our chick flick with us. Peter's cool.
Tuesday was the murder mystery party! And guess who was the murderer? You guessed it ... me!!!!! It was hilarious because someone forgot to put out the murderer's confession so I had to improvise while Charli's Mom fumbled for it in the envelope, going slowly redder! Lol. Niall knew it from the beginning - the smarty pants (I didn't mean it darling, I love you). After the party we watched the Grudge and Charli has a video of us all just watching it... and they all screamed occasionally (while Niall and I sneaked discreet kisses in the corner). At one point I crawl right up to the camera to see what this white thing is... which turns out to be my dress!! Lol. After that Niall went home to get ready for his holiday ... which was sad... but romantic. I was stood outside with him bare foot while we kissed goodbye... and I made quite a big move for me when he was looking at his parents car coming round the roundabout... I caught his cheek and made him look at me so I could tell him I loved him and kiss him one last time. Thats the most romantic thing I've ever done and it took guts! Then he got in the car and drove off.... :(. He has Pooh Bear though (I have a little pooh bear toy who is our mascot). I hope they're both having fun in Turkey. I went back inside and had three of the girls sitting around me hugging me as I fought back tears. I won't see him for three months because after Turkey he's off to Italy and then he has College. :(. Yona kept hugging me after Charli and Kayleigh got bored.... bless her. :). Then we had a proper slumber party ... having long talks about girly things like pregnancy and periods and ... cancer... of all things. I read everyone's palms... to start with Peter was being a girl again. He was a good sport. We called him Patricia..... lol. But he didn't let us put make up on him... worst luck. When everyone else was asleep (Charli fell asleep first.. what a surpreeese) Yona and I stayed up listening to John Barrowman on my phone headphones.... and we talked about boys.
The next week passed quickly.... we stayed at Charli's cousin Kayleigh's Wednesday night... then went to town Thursday so Charli could meet up with a guy (who is a "friend") but he bailed so we went to see Harry Potter 6 instead. Then on Friday we went to see Charli's grandparents in Scarborough and stayed there until Sunday. Then Nain and Pops (my grandparents) picked me up and I stayed there for a night, then came home on Monday. So yeah. That's my holiday. And Yona should be coming up in a week and a bit.... so we can spend more time together.

I'm going to have to go now, my loyal (and stupid) readers.... as it is late and John Barrowman's album has finished.

Speak soon homies x Peace out!

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Embrace Insanity - Dream (A Song By Me, Performed By Embrace Insanity. Lyrics Below On The Right)

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"Dream" Lyrics

I was lost, in this world of darkness, But you found me and turned on the light. Bright green eyes that shine like gems. Please don't let me outta sight. You give me an excuse to dream, Just don't let me dream my life away. As long as i spend it next to you, Things will always stay this way. Candy floss castles and flying gold keys, Chocolate logs and wishing trees. I made a wish, hope it comes true, Do you understand that i love you? You give me an excuse to dream, Just don't let me dream my life away. As long as i spend it next to you, Things will always stay this way. Gingerbread houses and candy cane poles, A big gold bell that rings at each toll. Silvery unicorn and syrupy lake, You will always be the cherry on my cake. You give me an excuse to dream, You make me smile, every hour, everyday. As long as i spend it next to you, I hope everything will stay this way. You give me an excuse to dream, (Oh, an excuse to dream) You put a smile on my face, every hour of everyday. As long as i spend it next to you, (Next to, next to you) I hope everything will stay this way.
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