Everybody Knows Theres A Party At The End Of The World

So yeah... nothing much to report except Niall's coming to stay in half term!!! I can't wait! It's been so long! He'll be here for Hallowe'en and we're having a Hallowe'en party for Devan, and then we're gonna watch a scary film with my best friends Thom and Tess... whom I am going to take the time to introduce to you now.

This Hallowe'en will mark me and Thommie being friends for a whole YEAR! We met at Youth Theatre last September and we kinda both got a feeling we were gonna be best friends forever. He's my best friend/basically brother/son :L and I love him to pieces. Thom wants to be an actor, and he is so brilliant at it he'll be famous by the time he's 22, tis my bet. Thom's unique in every way; he's gay and baby does he own it, though you wouldn't know when you met him he was (unless he were being camp). He has a habit of speaking with a Scottish accent and he likes biting people. I <3>

I haven't been friends with Tess long, only since my birthday this year, and again we met through Youth Theatre. She's homeschooled, like me... and because she was bullied, like me. We dont have much in common musicwise, but she's always there when I need her and she helps me a lot when I feel down. She wants to be an actress too, and she's good at acting once she gets passed the nerves. But nevertheless I love her XD.

So yeah, thats them in a nutshell. I can't wait for Niall to come!!! We recently established the words 'forever and always' and it feels so amazing! I need his cuddles again though.. I have withdrawal.

I'm currently working on my Hallowe'en costume, which is going to be Sally from the Nightmare Before Christmas, and Niall's going to be Jack Skellington, which is going to be so CUTE! Thom's going to be Sweeney Todd and Tess is going to be Mrs. Lovett, and Niall's decided to take loads of pictures so there'll be some up at the start of November.
Sally's a ragdoll and her dress is patchwork and I'm making it! :O

So yeah.. thats about it. I'm going to Glasgow with Lynn and Emily on Saturday !! YAY!! Can't wait! I'll be serenading down the motorway on my new Ukulele (named Christofer after Christofer Ingle-Drew, aka, NeverShoutNever!, who plays a Uke in his songs)

This is a long post. I'm going to bed now

Nighty night xxxx

My Weakness Is That I Care Too Much

My 'friend' doesn't seem to be much of a friend right now. She was having a downer earlier about this guy she likes who is 4 years older, so I said 'talk to me about it' and she was like 'stop being patronising'. That really pissed me off and upset me because all I tried to do - all I EVER try to do - is help my friends and ease their suffering by being a shoulder to cry on. Some of them are grateful, but this particular one just takes me for granted. I try to help and all she does is turn her anger on me and make me feel about thimble-size small. I got to the point earlier where I was gonna give up.
And then she went offline for a while, and when she came back I didn't even get an apology! It's the same old story EVERY SINGLE BLOODY TIME! I'm getting SICK of it.
And yet I can't bring myself to end our friendship because I DO love her. She's like a sister to me. And sisters fight, don't they?

Any advice??


In other news... went to the hospital and got blood taken ... and this time I didn't hyperventilate!!! It was amazing!

Anyway... happy birthday Lynn!
xxxx

Change, Change, Change!

I haven't written for a very long time and I apologise for that. I am currently reporting to you live from my brand spanking new LAPTOP! I sold my drumkit to originally buy a cheapish one off ebay for £150 ... but they were all rubbish, so Grandad chipped in and gave me £140 more to get this brand new one from Currys!
We spent last night putting stuff on it and stressing my dad out something chronic. xD

I've also finished the story I've been working on for a very long time and I'm VERY proud of it (though so far I am the only one who's read it :( )

I've also written several more songs on my DeviantART with the help of my friend Mimi's boyfriend, Austin. Check them out using the link in my blogtitle xD

I'm currently listening to the Pirates Of The Caribbean : At Worlds End Soundtrack (Hans Zimmer is AMAZING) and trying to get motivated to write the rest of the Pirates Of The Caribbean story I've been working on for three years in time to go on holiday with at the start of October. I'd better get a move on really ....

Follow the purple link!!

XxXxXxX

Summer Has Come And Passed, The Innocent Can Never Last

A Tribute To 9/11

I Don't Own The Music Or The Pictures.

This Is Just A Tribute To All Those Involved In 9/11 In Anyway.

The Song And Title Is 'Wake Me Up When September Ends' by 'Green Day'

This Is The Dawning Of The Rest Of Our Lives On Holiday!

On Holiday With My Friends And Family In Wales (Sept 'o8) and Yorkshire (April '09).

Song is No Ties by The Days

Take Me Higher, Take Me High. I Wanna Feel Your Essence Come To Life.

Haven't written in a while. I've been busy.
Actually, thats a lie. I haven't.
I've been writing a lot, playing music. The usual. I've written music to one of my songs though! 'Cookie Dough Conscience' (http://anarchyangel94.deviantart.com/art/Cookie-Dough-Conscience-135274497) Which is for my friend Emily xD
My current composition is 'Giving It Up Is The Secret To Living It Up' and it's very nearly finished. I'm getting my last story published when I get back from holiday next month, in time for Christmas. I can't wait!
Anyway, I'll write more later. Internet's going gay.

Toodles Poodles xxx

Tell Me What Your Best Friend Knows That I Don't Know

Summer 09. The Original Video, Not The Animoto One.