Wednesday 23 September 2009

My Weakness Is That I Care Too Much

My 'friend' doesn't seem to be much of a friend right now. She was having a downer earlier about this guy she likes who is 4 years older, so I said 'talk to me about it' and she was like 'stop being patronising'. That really pissed me off and upset me because all I tried to do - all I EVER try to do - is help my friends and ease their suffering by being a shoulder to cry on. Some of them are grateful, but this particular one just takes me for granted. I try to help and all she does is turn her anger on me and make me feel about thimble-size small. I got to the point earlier where I was gonna give up.
And then she went offline for a while, and when she came back I didn't even get an apology! It's the same old story EVERY SINGLE BLOODY TIME! I'm getting SICK of it.
And yet I can't bring myself to end our friendship because I DO love her. She's like a sister to me. And sisters fight, don't they?

Any advice??


In other news... went to the hospital and got blood taken ... and this time I didn't hyperventilate!!! It was amazing!

Anyway... happy birthday Lynn!
xxxx

1 comment:

  1. Hi popped in the other day but didn't have time to comment.
    I have some advice but will talk to you when I see you agin:-)
    Thanks for the birhtday wishes.xxxx

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