You've Got A Nerve Giving Me The Cold Shoulder, Giving Me The Twice Overs, It's Not Deserved

A wise man once said: “When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.”
And another not so wise man said: "Friendship is not capable of ending, for if it ends it's only because it never existed."

I agree with both these quotes, they both mean something to me. So you know my 'friends'? They kinda ditched me.. for good this time. Well, we sorta ditched each other. Once again they accused me of not caring about them, when all I do is care about them. And then one of them had a go at me for accusing the other of smoking, when I don't have a go at Niall for smoking. Niall doesn't smoke anymore and he hardly used to... which pissed me off no end because they were trying to turn me against Niall. So we didn't talk for a few days, and then when we did one of the mates - the accuser - said 'So when are you going to apologise then?' I hadn't really done anything so we had a huge argument and I finally told her all I've wanted to tell her over the past few months. We haven't spoken since, and to be honest I couldn't care less. I feel so much better without her weighing me down. I realise now she was the reason for my feeling horrible all the time. I can finally breathe freely. My other friend then came online and asked me to choose between Niall and her... which is such a cruel thing to do!!! I chose Niall, but that's only because I know he'd never hurt me the way she has in the past.
And sure, now I only have three friends... but I also have Niall. He's all I'll need....
Tess and Thommie are amazing, Tess has been really supportive and I now see she's my true bff :) ... though Niall is my best friend forever :G

So yes, I will end this depressing ramble with another quote by a not so wise wise man...



"In dealing with backstabbers, there's one thing I've learned... those bitches are only powerful when your back is turned.. "

Now She's Got A Boyfriend, And I've Got A Rock Band

Heya! So my new band - Slow This Dance Down - is going to start officially preparing for recording soon! I will post a link to any band pages (i.e myspace, bebo, facebook) that I will be no doubt creating pretty soon.

I have - sadly, but with reason - decided to stop updating my lyric blog. For those of you who don't know it, the url is http://heartstringslikeguitarstrings.blogspot.com/ so check it out :). The reason for this decision is that I cannot keep updating both blog and official lyric page, on top of band stuff and of course my school work aswell. I don't have the mental capacity :)
So aye, check out the final post on the blog and drop me a comment pretty please :)

The official lyric page is http://anarchyangel94.deviantart.com and you can comment without having an account, so please do :)

(Btw, hopefully you will have noticed the titles of the posts on this blog are a tad weird, that is because they are song lyrics. The title of this post is taken from 'She's Got a Boyfriend Now' by Boys Like Girls... so yeah :)

That's all I have to say really :) Keep an eye out for promotions and stuff !!! Okay, toodles !! xx

So Don't Cry Darling, I'll Be There In The Morning. But We Both Know The Worst Part Is Always Heading Home.

I went to stay with Niall on Thursday. That was a fun journey... :S. There wasn't much snow as in most of the country, but a hell of a lot of ice!! The car transformed into an oversized ice skate!! Pops did a good job of handling it though :) and I got to Gainsborough eventually. After not seeing Niall for about a month you can imagine my happiness. We watched some friends whilst waiting for his parents to come home and then the New Years celebration began. We watched Jules Holland's Music thing whilst waiting for the clock to strike Midnight, and then Niall and I went outside with a pound coin and a lump of coal, hand in hand. Kissing in the rain is romantic enough.. but kissing outside in the dark with a blue moon shining up above and snow littering the ground was positively magical.
On Friday we went into Lincoln to watch Avatar 3D as a date. We got the train and - as it was New Years Day - there were only two other people in the carriage. We had a wonderfully long talk about our future. It's a girlfriends job to dream up a wedding and kids and a home... but I discovered Niall does it too and we had lots of the same ideas - HOW GOOD IS THAT! We're coming up to 9 months now and I've never been more in love with him.
Avatar was actually amazing - I thought I wouldn't like it because it's not really my kinda' thing... but it was genuinely brilliant ESPECIALLY in 3D.
After that we went back to Niall's and watched the Blair Witch Project and The Mist. (The Mist is depressing.. I don't recommend it for children lovers :S)

On Saturday we went back into Lincoln to meet up with my best friend. I haven't seen her since July so this was cool. Niall and her don't really get on ... but they put on a brave face for me and I was touched by this. I bought shoes!!
I met Niall's grandma on Saturday night. His family seem to like me a lot - which I guess is a good thing, right? We watched Final Destination that night too.

On Sunday Niall's dad and stepmum took us out for dinner which was nice, then we went back to Andy's house and played trivial persuit. Niall won and I got NO cheese!! They have an extremely tame dog who liked me a lot :)

I came home on Monday... sad times (N). We got longer together though because Dad got stuck halfway with the snow!! :L

Was a fun weekend.

Roll on February is all I can say.

I love Niall (L)(L) xx