You've Got A Nerve Giving Me The Cold Shoulder, Giving Me The Twice Overs, It's Not Deserved

A wise man once said: “When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.”
And another not so wise man said: "Friendship is not capable of ending, for if it ends it's only because it never existed."

I agree with both these quotes, they both mean something to me. So you know my 'friends'? They kinda ditched me.. for good this time. Well, we sorta ditched each other. Once again they accused me of not caring about them, when all I do is care about them. And then one of them had a go at me for accusing the other of smoking, when I don't have a go at Niall for smoking. Niall doesn't smoke anymore and he hardly used to... which pissed me off no end because they were trying to turn me against Niall. So we didn't talk for a few days, and then when we did one of the mates - the accuser - said 'So when are you going to apologise then?' I hadn't really done anything so we had a huge argument and I finally told her all I've wanted to tell her over the past few months. We haven't spoken since, and to be honest I couldn't care less. I feel so much better without her weighing me down. I realise now she was the reason for my feeling horrible all the time. I can finally breathe freely. My other friend then came online and asked me to choose between Niall and her... which is such a cruel thing to do!!! I chose Niall, but that's only because I know he'd never hurt me the way she has in the past.
And sure, now I only have three friends... but I also have Niall. He's all I'll need....
Tess and Thommie are amazing, Tess has been really supportive and I now see she's my true bff :) ... though Niall is my best friend forever :G

So yes, I will end this depressing ramble with another quote by a not so wise wise man...



"In dealing with backstabbers, there's one thing I've learned... those bitches are only powerful when your back is turned.. "