Sunday 28 February 2010

"If You Cut Me, I Suppose I Would Bleed The Colour Of The Evening Stars."

My 'friends' suck. So basically this is what happened....

Tess had a go at Niall for no reason a few days back... Tuesday time. So we didn't speak for days. And then at Youth Theatre I ignored her because I realised I was fuming with her still..... And then Friday night I fell out with her on MSN... so Thommie sent me a facebook-email having a go at me. He said that I was a snotty cow who needed to sort out her priorities. He said he didn't like Niall either and that I was stupid for believing in this relationship. "He wouldn't be there as a shoulder to cry on when it all fell apart." I had a panic attack after that and Dad nearly through my laptop at the wall in anger, which would not have been good as it hold all my future career!
Instead we talked and he blocked 'the Frightful Four' out of my life completely. I shut down my facebook and started a new msn. It even went so far as to change my mobile number. What they were doing to me, all of them, was effectively cyber bullying.

I have Niall and Emily and my family and I don't need anyone else to be perfectly honest. Niall has been so supportive, and so have two of his friends.

The only problem now really is Youth Theatre for the next three weeks. I've decided to take the Emo-kid-in-the-corner,-alone-except-for-headphones. I will be professional towards Thom in my group, but besides that they can flook off, tbh.


On the brightside, though - Percy Jackson = BRILLIANT!!!

XX

P.S: 'Supergirl' will hopefully be posted as a video some time soon :) x

(Blog Title: The Technicolour Phase by Owl City)

1 comment:

  1. Sorry you are having such a tough time at the mo :-(

    We will always be here:-)

    So glad you enjoyed Percy!

    See you soon xxxxxxxx

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